name saye

Nurul : cahaya

Nadiah : Awal mula sesuatu, pembawa kesetiaan

Abdul : Hamba Allah

Hanan : Penyayang

indahnya nama pemberian mu wahai ibu dan bapa ku.

terima kasih untuk segalanya..

nyx in fire

felt in love with this lipstick.super cheap! cheaper than maybelline,silky girl,etc..

rm10 only per tube..plus the colour is super gorgeous.it stayed put through out the day..and it doesn't chapped my lip.at all..that is the most important thing..I've tried many drugstore brand lipsticks before..they all,sux! chapped my lips really2 bad...so happy that i already find a much cheaper alternative to mac..yes...now including this one,i only have 4 tubes of lipsticks...........( sob2..) 2 is from mac ( which i adore so much!),1 i got free from clinique ( yes,i also love this very2 much! ) haha..and this is nyx in fire..the cons about it is it smells too perfumy for my liking,and it doesn't shine.but a slap of lip gloss,fix it right away!

do you like it on me?hehe...pardon the messy tudung..its my lazy day =p!

p/s: anyone know how to pronouce it? is it n.y.x,or nix?hehehe

E.V.O.L

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby

..i already found the man who would do all these things for me.

i'm lucky.i know.

thank you baby..

one tangga at the time

i think......

i'm afraid to take those big steps in life

it feel like its out of my reach

i almost grab it..but just not yet

dear friends..how do you all do it?

just plunge into the world and hope everything works fine?

i know life is about taking chances and risks

but i'm afraid

i lost my "adventurous bones" i guess

thats why i admire all of you

i know its not easy to be an adult

++ applause ++

yesterday i woke up & realize

i hate my comforter set which i just bought

its pink.its full with princess characters

with her crown,and wands and all the fairy stuffs

weird.before i thought its cute

now...its just plain ridiculous.

piah,i guess i need you to kick me hard.literally.

maybe i should end this vacation sooner than i think

i'm getting restless

yet i feel like I'm not ready to be out there.

life here would be different

i don't want to grow up

but grow up i must.

the idea of me being a doctor?even that scares me a bit

haha...who am i kidding....A LOT!

how do you know you make the right decisions in life?

that the path that u took is the right one?

do we do things that we love or things that must been done?

will baba be mad at me if suddenly i said i want to be a pastry chef?

he sure did 13 years back.

but with all the sacrifice that he make for my sake.

i don't even dare to mumble the word

but i love the smell of freshly baked goods

i love making cakes,tarts and pies

and i love to see the smiles on people faces when they eat it

i know what baba gonna say to me

you will work as a doctor coz you can bake on your free time

there will be no free time in the future,right?

PIANG!!! (*_*) -lempang diri sendiri-

i shouldnt have said that

i'm gonna be a super women

i don't know how yet

but i will be!gambatte nadia!

beauty

last month,if not taught me anything,have taught me everything about life.the real world.real life situation.

beauty,while only skin deeps,diminish as soon as we stop breathing..actually labelled us in place in society.the beauty,got free passage for everything they do.people tend to please them no matter what.those old saying - don't judge a book by its cover ? as much as we wanna believe that,we still prefer beauty than ugliness

these day,where the skinnies trumps the world under their short shorts and jimmy choo's.everyone needs to be perfect.perfect face,perfect hair,perfect body.sometime,even reading a women magazine can make me feel ugly and uncomfortable with my own self.they told you to be comfortable in your own skin,yet all the picture featuring models who are in size 0 dresses.believe me,even the proudest ,high self esteem girl in the world,could feel a little bit intimidated - if not insulted - with this image.

i just hope the world,or at least people around me - could be a little kinder.i dont care that i no longer can rocked those 3 inches heels or wear those body hugging dresses..but they care.and care very much.invite me to have a drinks,challenge me with a good conversation,amused me with not trying to be an a*****e..than you can see,how good companion can i really be.and f.y.i,i only drink mocktails.

ello meow

kawaii or not?

tb2 sy "terbeli" byk brng ello kitty

looks like i caught the ello kitty fever at last..

demm,not gud!

hehehe

miss my mummy & daddy

i just realized about this moments ago

my life sucks w/o ibu & baba

this is the first time they ever leave us for soo long

before,im the one whose not at home

yeah,its kinda rocks that we have no curfew n all

tp sy still blk b4 kul 12

xmcm wktu ibu baba de kt umh

kalo bole,lg lmbt blk,lg best..

i guess,the more they say Dont or No to me,the more degil i become.

but once i've got the freedom..its mean notin much really.

despite ibu pesan suh msk tiap2 ari

sy bru msk2kli je dlm ms 11 ari ni.tu pn goreng ikn n sayur.

and wat fried udon.and i,ended up wif diarrhea yg xtau dr ne puncenye..hahaha

oopss..too much info!

esok kne msk la..pnt dh mkn luar..rite now,ns pns and telur goreng mate mkn wif jeruk bacang mmg sgt2 menggiurkn.....lg2 nnk de wat kn acar buah..pehh..melapar plk rsnye..hehe

rs idup xtentu arh xde mereka..biase pg2 kul 6 baba akn kol suh solat subuh.

yes,he kol one of us..canggih kn ayhande sy?hehe..if xbgn gk,or xdgr bunyik air..die akn nek ats..time tu mmg siap la pntu kne gndang dgn kuat..naseb la kn..spe suh xnk bgn time 1st warning..hehe

tp yg syoknye,sutun kne g skola sndr skrg..if before,tiap2 pg nk suh baba hntr.pdn muke sutun!besnyer..if anda rs sy kejam,anda ptt lihat jarak dr umah ke sek ok..xsmpi 15min jln..die sgt2 gedix bile baba ade..skrg baba ibu xde,die gedix dgn sy plk..haish..rimas!

ibu baba..cptla blk..i mish u both soo much.....