..life is a canvas,get my crayon & bunchos and brushes,and paint it colorful..

Monday, December 27, 2010

name saye

Nurul : cahaya

Nadiah : Awal mula sesuatu, pembawa kesetiaan

Abdul : Hamba Allah

Hanan : Penyayang

indahnya nama pemberian mu wahai ibu dan bapa ku.
terima kasih untuk segalanya..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

nyx in fire

felt in love with this lipstick.super cheap! cheaper than maybelline,silky girl,etc..
rm10 only per tube..plus the colour is super gorgeous.it stayed put through out the day..and it doesn't chapped my lip.at all..that is the most important thing..I've tried many drugstore brand lipsticks before..they all,sux! chapped my lips really2 bad...so happy that i already find a much cheaper alternative to mac..yes...now including this one,i only have 4 tubes of lipsticks...........( sob2..) 2 is from mac ( which i adore so much!),1 i got free from clinique ( yes,i also love this very2 much! ) haha..and this is nyx in fire..the cons about it is it smells too perfumy for my liking,and it doesn't shine.but a slap of lip gloss,fix it right away!

do you like it on me?hehe...pardon the messy tudung..its my lazy day =p!

p/s: anyone know how to pronouce it? is it n.y.x,or nix?hehehe

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby

..i already found the man who would do all these things for me.
i'm lucky.i know.
thank you baby..

Friday, December 3, 2010

one tangga at the time

i think......
i'm afraid to take those big steps in life
it feel like its out of my reach
i almost grab it..but just not yet
dear friends..how do you all do it?
just plunge into the world and hope everything works fine?
i know life is about taking chances and risks
but i'm afraid
i lost my "adventurous bones" i guess
thats why i admire all of you
i know its not easy to be an adult
++ applause ++

yesterday i woke up & realize
i hate my comforter set which i just bought
its pink.its full with princess characters
with her crown,and wands and all the fairy stuffs
weird.before i thought its cute
now...its just plain ridiculous.
piah,i guess i need you to kick me hard.literally.
maybe i should end this vacation sooner than i think
i'm getting restless
yet i feel like I'm not ready to be out there.

life here would be different
i don't want to grow up
but grow up i must.
the idea of me being a doctor?even that scares me a bit
haha...who am i kidding....A LOT!
how do you know you make the right decisions in life?
that the path that u took is the right one?
do we do things that we love or things that must been done?
will baba be mad at me if suddenly i said i want to be a pastry chef?
he sure did 13 years back.
but with all the sacrifice that he make for my sake.
i don't even dare to mumble the word
but i love the smell of freshly baked goods
i love making cakes,tarts and pies
and i love to see the smiles on people faces when they eat it
i know what baba gonna say to me
you will work as a doctor coz you can bake on your free time
there will be no free time in the future,right?

PIANG!!! (*_*) -lempang diri sendiri-
i shouldnt have said that
i'm gonna be a super women
i don't know how yet
but i will be!gambatte nadia!