..life is a canvas,get my crayon & bunchos and brushes,and paint it colorful..

Thursday, September 22, 2011

no title

anger and hatred
is the only thing that i felt lately
i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
that girl,is not me
even when i smiled
i can see sadness at the brink of my eyes
i saw no spark of life anymore
i dont really care
coz im turning into a monster everyday
words that came out from my mouth
text s that been typed by my tumbs
all are horrible and disgusting
who is this girl?
that kept saying all bad things
kept hurting the one she love
who am i kidding?
i cant feel love anymore
the sound of children laughing,annoyed me
the cuteness of my cats playing,bored me
the simple afternoon breeze,hurt my skin..
make me feel  like i wanna scream
i try to reach out
but nobody reach out back
even you.
once in a blue moon
i wish serendipity will come
im not asking for a miracle
just a bit of happiness
so i know
that world is worth living in.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

pizza hut's chunky loaded pizza - please don't waste your money!

have u tried pizza hut's new chunky loaded pizza?
here is the advertisement..
looks pretty yummy right?
can see a load of stuff there..tomatoes.sausages,what not..
and i'm,as a pizza love..of course wanna give it a try..

so,here what i got in reality.just a slices of tortilla,been piled with cheeses and sausage.that's all..where is the diced tomatoes? where is the roasted veggie mix?did u see any?i felt cheated the moment they brought this sad piece of "pizza" to our table.

and this is how "thick" the 10 LAYERS PIZZA is..

and of coz,being me..i complained with the worker.she said the advertisement is for illustration purpose only..well,boo - hoo! come on...the diffrence is far too obvious.its like you comparing a kancil and masserati...and the price is rm35.90!

things that people do to get rich.hish..shame on you pizza hut!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


i want this.
really really really want this.
did i stressed that enough? ahaha...

i know i cant pull it off.the colour is super gorgeous.but not suitable for my kulit yg x berape nk cerah ni..

11cm height? sorry.no way!

can only find it online =( what happened if i ordered the wrong size?

i have few heels and sandals that i rarely used.dusting inside their boxes.

ain't it pretty????

arghhh!!! i so wannnttt  iittt!!!!

Friday, September 9, 2011


his gone..
im too sad to write or say anything
with all the doctors and nurses in the house
no body able to save him
rest in peace dear
Allah love you more than us
im sorry.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

tell me why..

ok,i know things happened for a reason.
so these things happened to me in last few days...

1) my stupid kazen,piled up rambutan skins on my car hood.getah melekat,and now cat kereta dh merekah..just becoz i didn't allowed him to drive the car.he does it as a joke,but can u see the result of his stupidity and selfishness? how much will it cost me to wax and polish the car back to normal? some people just cant grow up mentally.sigh..

2) lost my dslr battery at my granny's home.i don't know where it go or who took it.but its gone.im not pointing any fingers,but seriously,why take the battery but not the camera? needless to say,it will cost more money to buy a new one.

3) a trolley cart ramp onto my car while i parked at giant hypermarket.the worker are collecting trolleys,but one got loose and heading straight to my car.dented and scratch.i got soo mad that i yelled at the guy.but he kept saying that please pity him coz he just started working there..my selfishness took over me.i cant kept feeling sorry for others while bad things repeatedly happening to me..

4) having a mega fight wif en beskut.enuf said =(

at these point,i felt super tired to deal with all of these problems for now.yes,money comes and goes.but its super hard to get by. i believe if i do good to others,good things will come to me.but for now,that's just not true.its getting harder to see the positive side.if there's any..

p/s: bru blk from polish kete,mmg xilng kesan merekah tu.den cek fb,my aunty de upload gmbr kete.tb2 si bangang ni bole komen "kakakakakaka"...skt ati ke x mcm tu?
so i said to him - gelak la puas2,nnt angh hntr bil polish kete.
he replied - pehal plak,bkn salah die letak kulit rmbutan dh mkn,sape suh parking bwh pokok?

gv me reasons not to be mad at that replied.