..life is a canvas,get my crayon & bunchos and brushes,and paint it colorful..

Monday, December 27, 2010

name saye

Nurul : cahaya

Nadiah : Awal mula sesuatu, pembawa kesetiaan

Abdul : Hamba Allah

Hanan : Penyayang

indahnya nama pemberian mu wahai ibu dan bapa ku.
terima kasih untuk segalanya..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

nyx in fire

felt in love with this lipstick.super cheap! cheaper than maybelline,silky girl,etc..
rm10 only per tube..plus the colour is super gorgeous.it stayed put through out the day..and it doesn't chapped my lip.at all..that is the most important thing..I've tried many drugstore brand lipsticks before..they all,sux! chapped my lips really2 bad...so happy that i already find a much cheaper alternative to mac..yes...now including this one,i only have 4 tubes of lipsticks...........( sob2..) 2 is from mac ( which i adore so much!),1 i got free from clinique ( yes,i also love this very2 much! ) haha..and this is nyx in fire..the cons about it is it smells too perfumy for my liking,and it doesn't shine.but a slap of lip gloss,fix it right away!

do you like it on me?hehe...pardon the messy tudung..its my lazy day =p!

p/s: anyone know how to pronouce it? is it n.y.x,or nix?hehehe

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby

..i already found the man who would do all these things for me.
i'm lucky.i know.
thank you baby..

Friday, December 3, 2010

one tangga at the time

i think......
i'm afraid to take those big steps in life
it feel like its out of my reach
i almost grab it..but just not yet
dear friends..how do you all do it?
just plunge into the world and hope everything works fine?
i know life is about taking chances and risks
but i'm afraid
i lost my "adventurous bones" i guess
thats why i admire all of you
i know its not easy to be an adult
++ applause ++

yesterday i woke up & realize
i hate my comforter set which i just bought
its pink.its full with princess characters
with her crown,and wands and all the fairy stuffs
weird.before i thought its cute
now...its just plain ridiculous.
piah,i guess i need you to kick me hard.literally.
maybe i should end this vacation sooner than i think
i'm getting restless
yet i feel like I'm not ready to be out there.

life here would be different
i don't want to grow up
but grow up i must.
the idea of me being a doctor?even that scares me a bit
haha...who am i kidding....A LOT!
how do you know you make the right decisions in life?
that the path that u took is the right one?
do we do things that we love or things that must been done?
will baba be mad at me if suddenly i said i want to be a pastry chef?
he sure did 13 years back.
but with all the sacrifice that he make for my sake.
i don't even dare to mumble the word
but i love the smell of freshly baked goods
i love making cakes,tarts and pies
and i love to see the smiles on people faces when they eat it
i know what baba gonna say to me
you will work as a doctor coz you can bake on your free time
there will be no free time in the future,right?

PIANG!!! (*_*) -lempang diri sendiri-
i shouldnt have said that
i'm gonna be a super women
i don't know how yet
but i will be!gambatte nadia!

Sunday, November 28, 2010


last month,if not taught me anything,have taught me everything about life.the real world.real life situation.

beauty,while only skin deeps,diminish as soon as we stop breathing..actually labelled us in place in society.the beauty,got free passage for everything they do.people tend to please them no matter what.those old saying - don't judge a book by its cover ? as much as we wanna believe that,we still prefer beauty than ugliness

these day,where the skinnies trumps the world under their short shorts and jimmy choo's.everyone needs to be perfect.perfect face,perfect hair,perfect body.sometime,even reading a women magazine can make me feel ugly and uncomfortable with my own self.they told you to be comfortable in your own skin,yet all the picture featuring models who are in size 0 dresses.believe me,even the proudest ,high self esteem girl in the world,could feel a little bit intimidated - if not insulted - with this image.

i just hope the world,or at least people around me - could be a little kinder.i dont care that i no longer can rocked those 3 inches heels or wear those body hugging dresses..but they care.and care very much.invite me to have a drinks,challenge me with a good conversation,amused me with not trying to be an a*****e..than you can see,how good companion can i really be.and f.y.i,i only drink mocktails.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

ello meow

kawaii or not?
tb2 sy "terbeli" byk brng ello kitty
looks like i caught the ello kitty fever at last..
demm,not gud!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

miss my mummy & daddy

i just realized about this moments ago
my life sucks w/o ibu & baba
this is the first time they ever leave us for soo long
before,im the one whose not at home
yeah,its kinda rocks that we have no curfew n all
tp sy still blk b4 kul 12
xmcm wktu ibu baba de kt umh
kalo bole,lg lmbt blk,lg best..
i guess,the more they say Dont or No to me,the more degil i become.
but once i've got the freedom..its mean notin much really.

despite ibu pesan suh msk tiap2 ari
sy bru msk2kli je dlm ms 11 ari ni.tu pn goreng ikn n sayur.
and wat fried udon.and i,ended up wif diarrhea yg xtau dr ne puncenye..hahaha
oopss..too much info!
esok kne msk la..pnt dh mkn luar..rite now,ns pns and telur goreng mate mkn wif jeruk bacang mmg sgt2 menggiurkn.....lg2 nnk de wat kn acar buah..pehh..melapar plk rsnye..hehe

rs idup xtentu arh xde mereka..biase pg2 kul 6 baba akn kol suh solat subuh.
yes,he kol one of us..canggih kn ayhande sy?hehe..if xbgn gk,or xdgr bunyik air..die akn nek ats..time tu mmg siap la pntu kne gndang dgn kuat..naseb la kn..spe suh xnk bgn time 1st warning..hehe

tp yg syoknye,sutun kne g skola sndr skrg..if before,tiap2 pg nk suh baba hntr.pdn muke sutun!besnyer..if anda rs sy kejam,anda ptt lihat jarak dr umah ke sek ok..xsmpi 15min jln..die sgt2 gedix bile baba ade..skrg baba ibu xde,die gedix dgn sy plk..haish..rimas!

ibu baba..cptla blk..i mish u both soo much.....

Thursday, October 21, 2010

chernobyl no more

yes,times will HEAL everything
thank you for all my frens
specially anis & piah..and absolutely abbo
lap u gurls soo muchh!!!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

driving me krazee

i keep repeating this to myself

i don't need an iphone 4
i don't need an iphone 4
i don't need an iphone 4!

I've been telling this again and again since maxis launched it
please! its been like a torture in my mind!haha!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


just now I've spring cleaned my wardrobe
taking out all the clothes,jeans,skirts,dresses that i can no longer wear
wow....such an eye opener..
i went from XS to XXL..
how does that happened?
yes i know I've gained weight..A LOT!
but to be from extra small to extra,extra large?
I'm to blame.i just cant denied good foods.
nor i cant stop myself from eating or binging out.
i ate when I'm happy.
i ate when I'm sad.
i ate when I'm bored and i just ate all the time.
people have been pointing it out to me
even my parents and siblings started calling me names..mok,dug,etc..
even beskut called me beruang a&w..even tho i thought..its pretty cute..haha
i don't mind them..coz i know,deep down..they care.

but sometimes people can say something so hurtful like...

"ko lg gemuk dr aku la nadia..aku xde la gemuk mcm ko" - smbil pndang ats bwh
"knp ko giant skrg? " - komen kt fb
"waaah..ni bdn ke batu.." - komen pas amek gmbr rmi2..
"ko tembam la nadia" - woo?


people take a look at this body,and they assumed that they are better than me.even when i went to shop..salesgirl levis?salesgirl zara,topshop,mango?
"sorry we don't carry your size..maybe you should go check at jusco for plus size clothing"

for those anorexic girl....im glad i can make your day by making you feel beautiful.

pls..I'm tired with the fat jokes.I'M FAT!
deal with it!


uncle pajero blur lnggar sy rini...xtau pe mslh die nk bwk lju time jln jam gile..tb2 bunyik kuat gile..Alhamdullilah x trlnggr harrier kt dpn..ujan lebat plk tu..dlm kete xde payung..
rupe2nye blkng pajero plk de camry..haishhh..nk je sy luku2 pkcik blurr ni..ajk bncng..die diam je xnk ckp pape lngsung.die kol tow truck,suh jmpe kt balai..sy dgn bengang pn g la..tgh tensi2..kt dpn gate balai polis tu..trnmpk bnde ni..

hehehe..klakr ok..trpkse la upload kt fb,n tagged kwn sy yg bername rafiq..pd kwn2 yg de kwn len nme rafiw gk..sile la tag ye!hohohoho...

syok cuti raye

nape sy letak gmbr mail box ni?
sbb dlm mail box ni de kucen.
yg sebok meow2 nk kuar kelapran
npe meow ni x kuar ikut pntu?

sbb tuan die sebok beraye 2mnggu..
xblk2 lg.and b4 pegi..xcek tgk kucen sndr dh kuarkn ke blum
ni yg wat aku mrh ni..sian kucing tu kelprn..
hrp2 kucing tu knyg mkn ikn goreng 2ekor smpi tuan die blk
tokey kdi sblh ckp,dieorg akn blk dr siam arini ataupn esok..
rs nk pecahkan mailbox tu okeh!

Monday, September 20, 2010

Huízú Hot Wok Johor Bahru

i get bored eating at the same place and the same thing everyday
so i've done some researched and stumbled upon this restaurant
people were crazee bout this place
its hard to find a chinese halal restaurant in jb
i've been craving for korean food..but there are no halal korean rest here..sobsob..
so,today for lunch..i decided to give this place a try..

so far so good..

we decided to order the set menu.easy!

ayat kursi..nice calligraphy >_<

i ordered this dragon fruit juice since its been recommended by many people..but,its undrinkable.at least by me..i hate the taste of the fruit..i like the dragon fruits alright..but the juice..hurm..just don't agree with my palette..

corn soup with crab meat...watery and a tad too salty for my taste..i wish it a little bit thicker,with a dash of black pepper to give it a little bit umphh..

prawn oat~~~~ 5 stars!!!

chicken lemon...it could be better..tender juicy chicken slices..

kailan with meat..again,nothing special..i can ordered this from anywhere..

maybe i should revised the menu again before simply settling for the set menu.
should try something that i never tried before..that the point of eating out right?
anyone care to join me?hehehe...

you wanna go & check it out?

Huízú Hot Wok
Chinese muslim restaurant
Mutiara Square, Taman Mutiara Rini
27 Jalan Utama 43, 81300 Skudai, Johor Bahru, JOHOR

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Medan Asam Pedas Parit Jawa Muar

Are you a kipas-susah -mati of asam pedas?
if u do..like my dad..
do go check out medan asam pedas at Parit Jawa Muar..
lucky for baba that its near our grandma's house
resulting with frequent visits every single time..
even during aidilfitri..
the fish are fresh.tasty ,soft and juicy..yummy!
but baba said,the gravy could be better..
i won't know the differences anyway..he is the expert..hehe



do check it out k!
im proud with my Parit Jawa!

Ichiban Ramen Johor Bahru

i've been planning to post about this for a while now..
my favourite place to eat whenever i went to jusco tebrau.
ichiban ramen!
the bento sets prices ranging from rm20+ to 30++
all bentos come with cut fruits ( watermelon ),chawan mushi,rice and miso soup..
totally worth it!

my ebi tempura bento..crispy ebi tempura..yummy!

silky smooth chawan mushi..with prawn and ginko..mmm....

sutun kekenyangan already..
but unlike sushi king,they charge their green tea rm2 per glass.hot or cold.
kinda pricey don't u think?

interested? go check it out!

Ichiban Ramen Restaurant

S45, Jusco Tebrau City,

Jalan Desa Tebrau,

Johor Bahru 81100,

beskut bg biskut

I ask him to buy some famous amos for me
" bli sket je..teringin plak nk mkn.."

and i end up with 6 bags of cookies
happy day!

tandas mahal klcc

smlm di klcc,kami gedix nk try tndas rm2 klcc
siap dpt resit and tisu bsh woo!
fancy giler..
tp frust sket sbb toilet tu xde la sebersih mane pn..
ade gk bau2 yg xmenyenangkan..eeww...
tp xpe la..xcube,kite xtau kn..

washing area..

tp yg besnye,dpt pki brng2 bodyshop free! de body mist,face soray,talcum & lotion.

kat area changing diaper plak,de bedak and lotion johnson2..
kire ok la..
but will i ever pay rm2 utk g tolet lg?

Malay Village Restaurant Johor Bahru

its 1.09am now
im tired & sleepy
but in the mood to blog bout our dinner just now
at malay village restaurant
so,stop rambling..and start with the food blogging..hehe

starter: otak2 ...taste kinda like rendang..
im not a big fan for otak2,so..this was ok for me.

my drink..sour sop juice.made from real fruit.yummylicious....

haziq's sirap bandung bersoda..

siakap 3 rasa..the fish was fried to perfection.crispy and no muddy taste at all..i ate the tail n head parts..super crunchy!but the sauce was so-so..it taste more like a sweet & sour rather than 3 rasa...

sotong goreng tepung..i love squid.i love deep fried food.so,this is a total winner!

kerabu mannga..hurmm...i like the one from my friend restaurant better..

the surrounding :

our cabana...beautiful ambiance,romantic feeling,secluded & total privacy!

my sis tot & haziq

water lily?

hehe..old beca..

ok,time to sleep!

if you interested,go check it out :

Restoran Malay Village
Jalan Chat
80400 Johor Bahru
Johor Darul Takzim.

roxy promotion

good news to all roxy lover's
now if u buy a flip flop from roxy
u get to buy a second pair with just adding another rm20!
rm 10 for roxy's members
but the total of both pairs must be belom rm99.90
so watcha waitin for?
g bli cpt! g! g!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

saye & isu semasa

tentang isu "ganyang malaysia"..

sebagai rakyat malaysia..pastinye sy rs panas,sensitif,hati terguris
tp fikir sekali - marah yg amat
fikir 2 kali - knp nk diperbesarkan?adat manusia..xkira kaum,bangsa ataupun agama..memang akn ade perasaan hasad dengki..
fikir kali ke 3 - masih ade rs marah..ini negara kite.tnh tumpah.tmpt lahir.tmpt kehidupan bermula.jika bukan kite yg pertahankn maruah Negara sndiri..siape lg yg akn pertahankn?
jika tidak,xkn sy rs gembira tiap kali jejak kn kaki di klia.saat tyr kpl terbang cecah ke landasan ,hati rs berbunga.walaupun sbnrnye skrg dh rs kurng selamat di negara sndr..plaza angsana waktu cuti awam?dh mcm berada di negara jiran..smpi kdng2 pkcik cab pun tnye,awk asal kg kt mane?..jd ape lngkah paling tepat yg ptt kite buat?berdiam?atau lawan semula?

org kate " api jgn dilawan dgn api "..sy fhm tu..kalau kte ni api..
tp ni kite manusia.kompleks.berakal.beremosi.kdng2 bile api dilwnkn dgn air..ape yg api buat?
makin menyala..makin membenci..betulkn?sbb tu selagi kite berdiam,mereka berani terus mencerca.bukan niat utk buat propaganda.skdr luahan.sedih bile bace dlm akhbar jalur gemilang dipijak,dibakar,di conteng "MALINGsia.bile kite sedari kecil tiap pagi,mendongak tinggi ke tiang bendera,menyanyikn lagu Negaraku walaupn pitching lari..hehehe

tentang isu "facebook"..

makin takut tengok anak2 islam bebas minum arak..pki rantai salib..kutuk agama sndr..
dan upload gmbr dgn bangga dlm facebook..rse ngeri...mungkin org akn anggap,baik buat jahat terang2 drpd jd poyo pure2 baik,tp sbnrnnye bertopengkan syaitan,atau baik jd diri sndr..nk wat pe pure2 jd org len..ade benar dan ade slhnye..tp lebih pd slh.npe nk buke pekung sndr?atau if xrs itu sbgi pekung sbb rs ape yg dibuat tu btul..npe nk mrh2?perasan x?ayat2 biase org2 begini akn pki bile ditegur atau disoal kelakuan mreka oleh org len..

1) mak bpk aku pun xmarah,yg ko nk sebok plak apesal?
2) ade aku mintak duit kat ko?
3) aku kje mcmni pun ( bartending ) keje halal,bkn aku rompak org!
3) ni antara aku dan tuhan,ko xpyh nk sebok2
4) dh tue nnt aku insafla.skrg kne enjoy dulu
5) tuhan bg aku body mcm ni..sbb tu aku tayang..aku bersyukur la ni

dan biasenye,dgn nada marah..penuh dgn exclamation marks (!!!!!!) dan huruf besar..(nak menunjukkn marah yg amat sbb rs pendapat diri sndr dikecam )

mungkin korg akn ade tendency nk sepak muke mereka laju2 bile dengar /bace ayt2 mcm ni..
mungkin juga reaksi anda hanyelah ...tuuuuutttt.... flatline,sbb xtau ape reaksi yg betul.
mungkin anda hanya akan tersenyum,dgn tenang..cube bidas blk dgn ayt yg msk akal,dan intonasi yg lembut..tp adekah mereka2 ini akn terima?

sy mengaku.sy addicted pd facebook.sikit2 nk tgk ,nk on9,nk komen,nk update.sy rindukn the good old days...bile internet bukan bnde utama dlm hidup.tp mmg susah nk let go.alsan paling selalu sy pki.."sng nk update dgn kwn2"...dlm 4++ frenlist sy tu..rsnye hanye 4,5 org je yg mmg btul2 kawan..yg len hanya kawan yg bau2 bacang je.hehe..sy pasti,rmi yg ade simptom2 mcm sy gk..tp kite cube nk deny.how come our whole existance been defied by a mere social website? ( sy pasti byk kesalhn grammr dan ejaan..)

sy sndr hopokrit dgn dr sndr..cube utk jd hambaNya yg baik..tp masih xbertudung dgn sempurna.masih bertutur dgn ayt 2 biadap.masih lg culas nk lengkapkn 5 yg fardu tiap2 hari.yg sunat jauh sekali.cube harapkn ketenangan hakiki..tp diri masih tegar buat silap.mungkin pakaian,percakapan,perlakuan boleh ditukar.tp selalunye hati yg slalu gagalkn sy.dh berpakaian lengkap,jln diam xberkate,tp tb2 lalu kt dpn sape2 ( eg: pki seksi gile)..automatikli,dlm hati akn terlintas "makaih..teruknye org ni" itu dh kire dosa kn? sshnye nk menjaga hati..
paling sy kesal dgn dr sndr..riak and tinggi diri..tkt..tkt dgn cubaan yg Allah bg..kdng2 ade org yg ingtkn..tp slalunye alpa.leka.senang cite..xsedar2 diri.huhu..utk kekwn,jika rs meluat dgn sy..sile tegur.tp maaf kalo sy kdng2 xtrime.resam kite..senang bg nasihat,tp sukar nk menerima.

tentang isu "kawan"

sy tau putuskn persahabatan tu slh.tp rs dunia mcm dh terbalik.dgn kwn yg dulu tdo sblh ktl,bertepuk tmpr,hanging out kt koridor asrama smpi 2,3 pg kunun2nye stadi tp sbnrnye bergossip..jd jauh.jauh sgt2..dgn kwn2 yg dulu setakat hai2 je,jd rapat plk.adekah cume sy yg alami bnde ni?

kesal.ituje yg bole sy ckp.tp sy rs,baik putuskn dr terus pure2 berkwn.utk ape ucap sori byk kali,atau cube tnye ape masalah sbnrnye bile cume 1 phk je yg respond.1 phk lg,wat xtau.xgune kn?

wah..dh pnjng rupenye,,pttla dh rs pnt menaip..okla.tu je.sy xpasti de org nk bce pepnjng ni.tp xpela..luahan hati.luahan minda.peringatan utk diri sndr.rindu plk nk wat karangan kt skola.

bnde menarik yg terjadi harini dgn fifi ( kazen umur 4thn )
fifi: kak ngah,nnt ble tgk upin ipin x?
me : maybe
fifi: (diam kjp ) mebi tu ape?
me: ( diam pk ) mungkin
fifi : (muke blur ) mungkin tu ape?
me: ( muke gabra ) errrr..haaa..agknye!
fifi: oooo..ckpla agknye..kn sng!

such simple sweet mind.yela..npe kite nk kusutkn kepale dgn bnde2 yg remeh.simple is better,rite?

salam ukhwah.