sy bising2

sy sedang buhsan smpi tahap nk tgk muvi pn xde mood..hebat kn?haha..so nk share beberape bnde yg de dlm pale sy ni...


1st - skrg sy makin xbole mkn bnde pedas.mmg sy bkn jns makan bnde pds2..tp ni makin lame makin sengal tahap gaban..if sy ckp,msti korg rs sy gedix..sy rs pedas bile makan sos cili..gedix kn?tp pedas sos cili tolerable lg..ade mknn, lg2 yg ibu msk..makaih.....air segelen ble abes,mayonis 1balang ble licin..dan akn skt perut slps itu..tu x kire mula peluh2,bibir rs pijar,pale gatal2..seksa2..tp..xholiau la kn mkn bnde xpedas..nme pn melayu..cet..wat2 mcm mat salleh plk..blah la..haha...


2nd - rmi kwn2 yg dh kawen.event kt fb pn sume psl kawen je memnjng..Alhamdulillah n congrtaz utk kamu2 sume..banzai! hehehe...n sy pn,asal kuar dgn en beskut,msti de je yg ulur pamplet pekej kawen..n bru sy tau.kawen pki byk duit..sy prnh nmpk org pnjm bnk ikat 15thn nk byr kawen yg seari.org yg kje mati2,tp gaji sebln wat byr bli kad kawen je...seyesly?huhu..sy pn mmg teruja sgt3 tgk bju glemer2,make up cntik2,mmg murah hati nk bg org bnde best2,nk tempah designer cake..tp utk kawen rm30k sblh pihak..mau kumpul bpe lame tu wei?.....xkn mntk mak ayh?pls dont tell me mntk kat mak ayh..mcm xmsk akal..sndr mau kawen..sndr nye duit la kn...sy xkawen g..sy xtau cmne..tp if mcmni..mcm menakutkn jer...wasatiah la...lps tok kadi kate sah,kire dh nikah la tu..haha..pandai ckp kn..tp nnt sy gak dok gedix2 kawen glemer2..insyaAllah..if ade rezeki..tp sy xkn abeskn 20k hanya utk bli fresh flowers..bg org mkn lg bgs..bg sorg 1 cupkek lg best dpt kn drpd dpt cwn kecik xble gune?cawan kecik aka shots glass..mybe ble wat shots air sirap?hehehe...


20k - ble beli kelengkapan umah byk giler..tgh usha katil kayu jati yg bertiang 4 tu...tnggu ye bby.duk diam2 kt kedai.xlame lg i dtg amek u k..


3rd - ramai kekwn yg pas kawen,berubah.jd timid.nape ye?asal ajk kuar..msti akn ade ayt ni.."tengok la dulu,kne tnye hubby dulu.tkt die xbg"......correct me if im wrong..adekah hubby mmg xbg utk anda kuar jmpe kawan2,atau hnye anda yg gedix nk berkate begitu? yesss..sy tau,kne hormat suami,kne mntk izin,kne .....
tp jmpe kawan,lepak strbux utk catch up..sy rs bnde picis kot.just jgn la ilng individuality kite sndr.sometimes,we need to be able to make a decision on our own.im sure,hubby2 tu pn akn phm..like he tell u evrytin he does kn..


ok,sy insan blum berumah tngga.sy xphm sgt bnde2 begini.tp sy mmg xble nk trime ayt2 tu...ade kwn sy,xble nk pursuit bnde yg die suke just sbb suami xbenarkn..too bad..coz she's damn good at what she does.she's brilliant,gojes,talented..im sad for her.im happy for her..i dunno.a mix feeling actually..pd yg jd suami,bertimbang rasala...yg jd isteri..dont lose yourself,and who you are.coz the moment tok kadi said sah..u are no longer free..u r bound with responsibility as a wife.but still,with a bit democracy..u still able to be urself.but the moment the doctor say congratz,its a boy/girl..thats mean,u r responsible for other human being.and thats mean,sacrifising urself.so,enjoy and appreciate this moment.coz after all,we are just human.we always look out for ourself first.