XS to XXL

just now I've spring cleaned my wardrobe

taking out all the clothes,jeans,skirts,dresses that i can no longer wear

wow....such an eye opener..

i went from XS to XXL..

how does that happened?

yes i know I've gained weight..A LOT!

but to be from extra small to extra,extra large?

I'm to blame.i just cant denied good foods.

nor i cant stop myself from eating or binging out.

i ate when I'm happy.

i ate when I'm sad.

i ate when I'm bored and i just ate all the time.

people have been pointing it out to me

even my parents and siblings started calling me names..mok,dug,etc..

even beskut called me beruang a&w..even tho i thought..its pretty cute..haha

i don't mind them..coz i know,deep down..they care.

but sometimes people can say something so hurtful like...

"ko lg gemuk dr aku la nadia..aku xde la gemuk mcm ko" - smbil pndang ats bwh

"knp ko giant skrg? " - komen kt fb

"waaah..ni bdn ke batu.." - komen pas amek gmbr rmi2..

"ko tembam la nadia" - woo?

ouchhh!seriously?

people take a look at this body,and they assumed that they are better than me.even when i went to shop..salesgirl levis?salesgirl zara,topshop,mango?

"sorry we don't carry your size..maybe you should go check at jusco for plus size clothing"

yeaaaahhhh....right..............

for those anorexic girl....im glad i can make your day by making you feel beautiful.

pls..I'm tired with the fat jokes.I'M FAT!

deal with it!