All over again

Its been a while..longer than a while..and its like deja vu all over again.its no different from the last one.yet the heartache feel deeper.stronger.its like falling into an abbyss with no end.u cant help it but to keep falling deeper and deeper.

Why people able to love?its nothing but pain in the a*s.love drive people do crazy things.they said better to love and lost than never to love at all? What a load off crap.have they ever felt the pain it caused?even during happy time,sometimes its unbearable.the aching.the yearning.the break up.yes things started and ended.but to start again..its a total nightmare.moving on is the hardest thing to do when u r the one who has been dumped.agree?

I dont how long will it take to get over this one.nor will i ever be ok ever again.time is everything right?if only there's a forward button in life.that would be great.

I just cant take it.
I cant take it people who said thank u every much.nor people who spelled husband as hasband.
Than akan datang rs riak dlm hati.
Jentik hati berkali kali.tp akn lupe jugak.

Ya Allah..
Rasa cinta ini adalah kurniaan dari mu.
Ku pohon kau tarik ia semula agar mata ku terbuka..biar minda ku sedar..dia bukan yg terbaik utk ku.
Amin.

Bali

 our trip to bali from 29th dec till 4th jan.

what  a way to end 2011 and start 2012 =)

here are the pictures for day one..

all of us.except jihan & popo

padi huma at tegalalang

                                   inside at obyek wisata ,gunung kawi,tegalalang

its a temple actually.

 alam bali agriculture

the world famous luwak coffee.i actually tried a sip >,<

and this is how they look like before become a coffee.yeah,u guess rite..that's an unwashed coffee bean that still covered with ... hehehe..

 our ordinary buffet lunch

 with extra ordinary breath taking view of mount batur

keluarga Mas fine art gallery

uluwatu

 kecak dance at uluwatu before they light the fire

 vanara ( the scary monkey..)

 see,scary but super cool! lol!

stay tune for day 2!

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Dermagic by SimplySiti

Since dermagic have been trending in twitter since its launched,i actually am quite surprised with myself coz im actually intrigued to try it.

Then today while shopping with my mum,she actually heard about it.and end up bought the trial kit for me..haha,yea,at my age,my mommy still buy stuff for me..jeles much?lol..

The trial kit cost rm23.90,consist of 8ml tube of serum and 8ml tube of beauty moisteriser.

It claims to give a youthful and stress free skin.i frowned and squint my eyes too much to have a stress free skin.hehe..

Anyway, i tried it tonight and my skin feels super soft.hope this can help with my pigmentation.its soo bad that i can  draw a map on my face..^_^!

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Just some random rumbling..i went to a facial last friday..it supposed to be a relaxing experience right?but the girl wouldnt stop talking.and kept pushing me to buy more packages,products,treatments,etc..they wanna charge rm3000 for 10xs facial treatment???i laughed a little when she showed me the price using a calculator (coz she have to use it to show me how much the special package treatment cost after a 50% discount..lol)she kept punching numbers saying its a great investment,a good deal,bla bla bla..

Rm3000 for facial.

have the world gone mad??

Wait aaa..

Lamenye xbkk blog..noting happened really..dats y im not too eager to write anything.

Later i'll try to blog about bali trip,gunung trip,some shopping spree(s),hehe..some beauty reviews,and one sweet things that en beskut had done.

Pls remind me kay...

Now,gtg..im hungry & sleepy & hungry..oh,said dat oledi ^_^

Early

Baby,
Tq soo much for the presents.i don't know how you gonna top last year presents, but you did..hehehe...

You spoilt me rotten ..

Not that I'm complaining ^_^

I'm a very happy girl ...

xoxo

islamic trettoria,bandar baru bangi

last dinner date wif en beskut

we ate at islamic trettoria at bangi

splendid food.ambiance,wud be romantic if there is no crying baby around

ahaha..yes,sometimes i can be a baby hater..lol..

 first,they served this warm fluffy bread.of coz i ate this all by myself.hehe..

olive oil and balsamic vinegar combo? heavenly...

 i drank this.beskut?

dont even ask..him,either ice tea or coke.no matter where we ate,that's what he ordered.

every.single.time.

 beskut main course,alfredo tagliatelle.the pasta cook to perfection.the sauce is just divine.man..im in love....

why waiter always thought boy will get the big manly steak and girl will get the  gurly green salad? in our case,its definitely vise versa.hahaha

plus i like mine on a medium rare side.

this is THE BEST STEAK ever !

juicy,cuts like butter,melt in your mouth kinda steak..

the mash potato - to die for

the salad - i hope there's a big pile of it

the grilled veggies - meh..im ok without them

have i told u that this is the best steak i ever had?

hehehe...

the price is koyak- wallet -and -poket kinda price.

but totally worth it.

too bad i didnt get to try out their dessert.

the tiramisu look pretty tempting..

next time nadia.there's always next time.

hehe..

Daiso VS benefit

hi peeps!

just a random review bout some beauty products.

u gurls know bout benefit she laq?

i've been using it for yearsss to seal off my make up.

specially for my eyebrows.

and you can imagine how dissappointed i felt when one morning i found out that i forgot to seal off the cap,and its literally empty inside!sob3..

than i found out that beneFit alrady discontinued she laq.

so i tried other alternatives.

some beauty blogger said you can use hair spray as a make up sealer.

but it doesn't work that great for me..

than one day while browsing tru Daiso

i've found the eyebrow coat.

im a bit skeptic at first,but what the heck..for rm5 per bottle

im willing to take the risk.

oh my,it work like a charm!

i'll be buying more to stock up.hahaha

so if u looking for a perfect sealant,go to daiso now!

remember,look for this!

buy me!buy me!

This is for YOU

I know you gonna read this sooner or later..coz i know u stalk evert inch of my web life..but pretending like you dont is just plain pathethic.how would you know bout my snowboarding trip,about moscow,about every little details that i only wrote in my blog?come on la..like i dont know..

You beg for us to meet.you brag bout ur life and how succesfull you are now.dont get me wrong,im happy for you.really.but to tell me in my face that im not succesfull? Omg..that's just..im speechless here..

Let me get this straight...

I drive a swift.you drive a NEO!
And you had nerve to say mine is no good?

U said u just bought back your old house from your dad.
I just bought a piece of land!Ok,no house yet.but it will..

U a big succesfull lawyer now?
Well,granted im not a doctor yet..okay,u win there.

U got ur diving license oledi?
P.f.f.f.t.t.
Big deal.i lived in europe.i've travelled the world.i've hopped on a train travelled around russia.

Have you done all that dear?
Did i told you that.no.coz im not one to brag.
I lived my life the way i want.i made a mistakes a long the way.but im fine with it.yet u seem to have a problem with it.y?

You got jealous with my life?
Hahaha..served u right!


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anger and hatred

is the only thing that i felt lately

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 

that girl,is not me

even when i smiled

i can see sadness at the brink of my eyes

i saw no spark of life anymore

i dont really care

coz im turning into a monster everyday

words that came out from my mouth

text s that been typed by my tumbs

all are horrible and disgusting

who is this girl?

that kept saying all bad things

kept hurting the one she love

who am i kidding?

i cant feel love anymore

the sound of children laughing,annoyed me

the cuteness of my cats playing,bored me

the simple afternoon breeze,hurt my skin..

everything

anything

make me feel  like i wanna scream

i try to reach out

but nobody reach out back

even you.

once in a blue moon

i wish serendipity will come

im not asking for a miracle

just a bit of happiness

so i know

that world is worth living in.

pizza hut's chunky loaded pizza - please don't waste your money!

have u tried pizza hut's new chunky loaded pizza?

here is the advertisement..

looks pretty yummy right?

can see a load of stuff there..tomatoes.sausages,what not..

and i'm,as a pizza love..of course wanna give it a try..

so,here what i got in reality.just a slices of tortilla,been piled with cheeses and sausage.that's all..where is the diced tomatoes? where is the roasted veggie mix?did u see any?i felt cheated the moment they brought this sad piece of "pizza" to our table.

and this is how "thick" the 10 LAYERS PIZZA is..

and of coz,being me..i complained with the worker.she said the advertisement is for illustration purpose only..well,boo - hoo! come on...the diffrence is far too obvious.its like you comparing a kancil and masserati...and the price is rm35.90!


things that people do to get rich.hish..shame on you pizza hut!

pinkalicious

i want this.
really really really want this.
did i stressed that enough? ahaha...


but...
i know i cant pull it off.the colour is super gorgeous.but not suitable for my kulit yg x berape nk cerah ni..


but...
11cm height? sorry.no way!


but...
can only find it online =( what happened if i ordered the wrong size?


but...
i have few heels and sandals that i rarely used.dusting inside their boxes.


but...
ain't it pretty????






arghhh!!! i so wannnttt  iittt!!!!

goodbye

his gone..

im too sad to write or say anything

with all the doctors and nurses in the house

no body able to save him

rest in peace dear

Allah love you more than us

im sorry.

tell me why..

ok,i know things happened for a reason.
so these things happened to me in last few days...


1) my stupid kazen,piled up rambutan skins on my car hood.getah melekat,and now cat kereta dh merekah..just becoz i didn't allowed him to drive the car.he does it as a joke,but can u see the result of his stupidity and selfishness? how much will it cost me to wax and polish the car back to normal? some people just cant grow up mentally.sigh..


2) lost my dslr battery at my granny's home.i don't know where it go or who took it.but its gone.im not pointing any fingers,but seriously,why take the battery but not the camera? needless to say,it will cost more money to buy a new one.


3) a trolley cart ramp onto my car while i parked at giant hypermarket.the worker are collecting trolleys,but one got loose and heading straight to my car.dented and scratch.i got soo mad that i yelled at the guy.but he kept saying that please pity him coz he just started working there..my selfishness took over me.i cant kept feeling sorry for others while bad things repeatedly happening to me..


4) having a mega fight wif en beskut.enuf said =(


at these point,i felt super tired to deal with all of these problems for now.yes,money comes and goes.but its super hard to get by. i believe if i do good to others,good things will come to me.but for now,that's just not true.its getting harder to see the positive side.if there's any..


p/s: bru blk from polish kete,mmg xilng kesan merekah tu.den cek fb,my aunty de upload gmbr kete.tb2 si bangang ni bole komen "kakakakakaka"...skt ati ke x mcm tu?
so i said to him - gelak la puas2,nnt angh hntr bil polish kete.
he replied - pehal plak,bkn salah die letak kulit rmbutan dh mkn,sape suh parking bwh pokok?


gv me reasons not to be mad at that replied.

selamat hari raya

 happy eid to all my friends and muslim all over the world 

l.o.l

ahahaha.. i think,my stomach cud do the same right now.

stinky!

       credit to google.

akai chan bau mcm ikn masin skrg..

euwwwwww...

ni sume gara2 beli ikn kat pasar.letak kat bonet..

slalunye ade kotak styrofoam yg mmg khas utk ltk brng2 basah..

tp kebetulan hari jumaat tu,sy kuarkn dr bonet.

den ari tu jgk la ikn selar kuning kt psr murah..rm3 sekg? trus bli 3kg skaligus..

wahahaha...knyg smnggu kucing2 kat umh..

pastu xtau nk wat cmne..nk basuh bonet xbole plk tu..

ari ni dgn kadar segera g beli fabreeze..

who said fabreeze berkesan? hish..ilang bau kejap je pn..

bagaimana ye....rs nk koyakkn kapet bonet tu g basuh..haha

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nadia mode buntu 

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Hidup mesti jadi kedekut.
Even dgn family sndr.
Mybe korg rs im selfish for saying this.but truth is,sy dh serik..
Serik bile barang2 asyik rosak pas org pnjm..

Contoh2 barang/gadget sy yg ilang or musnah di tgn org lain:

Pda - trus hang and xbole on.langsung!

Psp - jatuh dlm laut and go bye2.dh btulkn,ble ilng dlm kargo flight plk

Spek guess the 1st - org pnjm ckp dh pulang eventho sbnrnye xpernah smpi blk ke tgn sy.

Spek guess the 2nd - trtnggl dlm kete org,die wat harta smpi skrg

Spek gucci - ni xpe,mmg bg trus pd org.hehee

Netbook - de bunyi2 pelik kuar..mybe kipas die,mybe motherboard.sy pn xtau

Brooch - dh pki,xletak blk.awl bulan bks brooch penuh menggunung.akhr bln msti tnggl 3,4 bji je.tu pn jns yg xcute.

Camera merah - paling sy camera ni,xsmpi 2mngu bli,org pnjm nk amek gmbr,die ble jatuhkn kt batu2 kerikil.aduiiii

Mouse computer - sy pki 2thn xrosak,sy tngglkn seari bg org pki,trus xble gune.even rm10 pn,duit gk...

Oleh itu.azam baru sy nk jd kedekut.bile sedare mare nk pnjm ifon,maaf ye knk2..bkn xmo bg,tp if terjth..nk mrh pn xbole nnt.

If sedare mare yg remaje nk pnjm dslr..nk posing2 amek gmbr dieorg ntah ppe,maaf.lens calar,dgn xsngkut kt leher..sy tgk cre dieorg pgg pn dh rs nk heart attack.

Dgn itu,sy rela hati org pnggil sy kedekut.selfish dan seangkatan dgn nye..

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grrrr....

akai chan calar balar sane sini

migrain tiap2 ari for over a week

my health is not in a very good condition

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when life keep knocking you down

sometimes what you can do is just

sit back

relax

and sip down some coke to cool it off..

cheers everybody!

chaiyo2!!

yummy choco

ok,i've been wanting salivating over chanel  Particulière since it hit the store jan 2010.

but at price tag of rm70 per varnish? hurmm.....my insane shopaholic heart say YES,YES,YES!

but my slightly wise - obviously thin wallet said no,no,no.hahaha

than i came across this at etude house.i don't know the name,but at rm8,this would be the most expensive nail polish i've ever purchased.ever!

its a bit darker than the chanel,but hey..as long as its chocholate.im o.k!

no one can say no to chocolate right? 

except mybe salina..hehehe...

sun kiss orange

love the colour ...remind me of summer.vibrant with a touch of sun kisses..

now2..before u go & making the tsk,tsk,tsk sound...

yes,i coloured my nail.but only for a few hours.tops.

i love doing meni pedi on my own nails.after the nightmare of doing it at spa.urghh!

anyway,this is an unbranded nail polish.

bought it at hot market.rm5 for 2 bottles.hahaha..super cheap maa!

but the polish glides so easy & doesn't leave any streaks at all.

if only im at a beach right now...oohhh..super fun!