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anger and hatred

is the only thing that i felt lately

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 

that girl,is not me

even when i smiled

i can see sadness at the brink of my eyes

i saw no spark of life anymore

i dont really care

coz im turning into a monster everyday

words that came out from my mouth

text s that been typed by my tumbs

all are horrible and disgusting

who is this girl?

that kept saying all bad things

kept hurting the one she love

who am i kidding?

i cant feel love anymore

the sound of children laughing,annoyed me

the cuteness of my cats playing,bored me

the simple afternoon breeze,hurt my skin..

everything

anything

make me feel  like i wanna scream

i try to reach out

but nobody reach out back

even you.

once in a blue moon

i wish serendipity will come

im not asking for a miracle

just a bit of happiness

so i know

that world is worth living in.