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anger and hatred

is the only thing that i felt lately

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 

that girl,is not me

even when i smiled

i can see sadness at the brink of my eyes

i saw no spark of life anymore

i dont really care

coz im turning into a monster everyday

words that came out from my mouth

text s that been typed by my tumbs

all are horrible and disgusting

who is this girl?

that kept saying all bad things

kept hurting the one she love

who am i kidding?

i cant feel love anymore

the sound of children laughing,annoyed me

the cuteness of my cats playing,bored me

the simple afternoon breeze,hurt my skin..

everything

anything

make me feel  like i wanna scream

i try to reach out

but nobody reach out back

even you.

once in a blue moon

i wish serendipity will come

im not asking for a miracle

just a bit of happiness

so i know

that world is worth living in.

pizza hut's chunky loaded pizza - please don't waste your money!

have u tried pizza hut's new chunky loaded pizza?

here is the advertisement..

looks pretty yummy right?

can see a load of stuff there..tomatoes.sausages,what not..

and i'm,as a pizza love..of course wanna give it a try..

so,here what i got in reality.just a slices of tortilla,been piled with cheeses and sausage.that's all..where is the diced tomatoes? where is the roasted veggie mix?did u see any?i felt cheated the moment they brought this sad piece of "pizza" to our table.

and this is how "thick" the 10 LAYERS PIZZA is..

and of coz,being me..i complained with the worker.she said the advertisement is for illustration purpose only..well,boo - hoo! come on...the diffrence is far too obvious.its like you comparing a kancil and masserati...and the price is rm35.90!


things that people do to get rich.hish..shame on you pizza hut!

pinkalicious

i want this.
really really really want this.
did i stressed that enough? ahaha...


but...
i know i cant pull it off.the colour is super gorgeous.but not suitable for my kulit yg x berape nk cerah ni..


but...
11cm height? sorry.no way!


but...
can only find it online =( what happened if i ordered the wrong size?


but...
i have few heels and sandals that i rarely used.dusting inside their boxes.


but...
ain't it pretty????






arghhh!!! i so wannnttt  iittt!!!!

goodbye

his gone..

im too sad to write or say anything

with all the doctors and nurses in the house

no body able to save him

rest in peace dear

Allah love you more than us

im sorry.

tell me why..

ok,i know things happened for a reason.
so these things happened to me in last few days...


1) my stupid kazen,piled up rambutan skins on my car hood.getah melekat,and now cat kereta dh merekah..just becoz i didn't allowed him to drive the car.he does it as a joke,but can u see the result of his stupidity and selfishness? how much will it cost me to wax and polish the car back to normal? some people just cant grow up mentally.sigh..


2) lost my dslr battery at my granny's home.i don't know where it go or who took it.but its gone.im not pointing any fingers,but seriously,why take the battery but not the camera? needless to say,it will cost more money to buy a new one.


3) a trolley cart ramp onto my car while i parked at giant hypermarket.the worker are collecting trolleys,but one got loose and heading straight to my car.dented and scratch.i got soo mad that i yelled at the guy.but he kept saying that please pity him coz he just started working there..my selfishness took over me.i cant kept feeling sorry for others while bad things repeatedly happening to me..


4) having a mega fight wif en beskut.enuf said =(


at these point,i felt super tired to deal with all of these problems for now.yes,money comes and goes.but its super hard to get by. i believe if i do good to others,good things will come to me.but for now,that's just not true.its getting harder to see the positive side.if there's any..


p/s: bru blk from polish kete,mmg xilng kesan merekah tu.den cek fb,my aunty de upload gmbr kete.tb2 si bangang ni bole komen "kakakakakaka"...skt ati ke x mcm tu?
so i said to him - gelak la puas2,nnt angh hntr bil polish kete.
he replied - pehal plak,bkn salah die letak kulit rmbutan dh mkn,sape suh parking bwh pokok?


gv me reasons not to be mad at that replied.