one tangga at the time

i think......

i'm afraid to take those big steps in life

it feel like its out of my reach

i almost grab it..but just not yet

dear friends..how do you all do it?

just plunge into the world and hope everything works fine?

i know life is about taking chances and risks

but i'm afraid

i lost my "adventurous bones" i guess

thats why i admire all of you

i know its not easy to be an adult

++ applause ++

yesterday i woke up & realize

i hate my comforter set which i just bought

its pink.its full with princess characters

with her crown,and wands and all the fairy stuffs

weird.before i thought its cute

now...its just plain ridiculous.

piah,i guess i need you to kick me hard.literally.

maybe i should end this vacation sooner than i think

i'm getting restless

yet i feel like I'm not ready to be out there.

life here would be different

i don't want to grow up

but grow up i must.

the idea of me being a doctor?even that scares me a bit

haha...who am i kidding....A LOT!

how do you know you make the right decisions in life?

that the path that u took is the right one?

do we do things that we love or things that must been done?

will baba be mad at me if suddenly i said i want to be a pastry chef?

he sure did 13 years back.

but with all the sacrifice that he make for my sake.

i don't even dare to mumble the word

but i love the smell of freshly baked goods

i love making cakes,tarts and pies

and i love to see the smiles on people faces when they eat it

i know what baba gonna say to me

you will work as a doctor coz you can bake on your free time

there will be no free time in the future,right?

PIANG!!! (*_*) -lempang diri sendiri-

i shouldnt have said that

i'm gonna be a super women

i don't know how yet

but i will be!gambatte nadia!