a fren in need is a fren indeed..huh?

aiyak! hurmm..how to say this? politely w/o menyinggung hati sndr or hati org len?
ok,hajimete! sy skrg dlm fasa fungguskn diri..bkn sbb sy nk lari dr mslh ke ape,tp sy tgh pk ape nk wat utk ms terdekat ni..thus,sy terase xde mood nk kuar,berpar-tay,ber holiday sprti biase..lgpun..main reason nye..xde ongkos..so,duk je la umh diam2.betul x?

arigato gozaimas pd yg risau and care pd sy..teacher anis yg bz2 pn rajin gk melyn kerenah sy eventho sy msg her kul 3,4pg.xksh la die bls 3 ari lmbt pn..lol!..dgn tenet yg mcm snail and chipsmore ( snail = lambat,chipsmore = kjp de,kjp xde))wehehe...doc abbo,yg sudi bgn mlm2 tmn sy..msg la kul bpe pn,die sudi bgn n lyn sy..huhuhu..i lap u laling..i cop u jd private doc i k!wee~~~

skrg sy not in the state to say or answering anytin..Y?? sbb sy pn xtau jwpnnye..sbb tu sy perlu ms nk pk..sy tau awk risau/care/syg pd sy..but maap..care awk sy xberkenan.yep sy nmpk mcm xksh.tp bile pale tgh serabut,hati tgh sakit..ade org dgn salam pn xbg,nk bg ayt xbesh nk bace..soleee...sy try sabar..awk pn tau,sy hot temper.sy ckp pe sy xsuke dpn2,then & there..sy manusia biase.sy snapped bile awk over limit...hontoni..sy xperlukn org ckp kasar dgn sy skrg ni..if nk tlg sy,ckp baik2..sy xnk sy nek drh..sy ckp bnde bkn2..kite putus frenship..kn xbes cmtu..sbb sy de tendency & history ckp tnpe pk,den org nek menci dgn sy..huhu (-_-)

so,in konklusi..maap if de trslh bahase..sy nk bljr kontrol mrh skrg ni.u r not helping if u trus nk kritik/tlg care mcm tuh..im having a major set back in my life rite now.i have to overcome it on my own..so doesnt matter bpe lme sy nk amek ms nk balik semule jd hyper mcm dlu..sy pn xsuke state skrg ni.sy xhrp awk phm..yup,btul awk ckp..better u dont know anytin..so u x worried..sorry sbb sy cari u bile sy sedey..sy xbngge sy de mslh besar cmni..sy xnk smpn/lari..teacher anis ckp,sy kuat..sbb tu Allah bg sy ujian maha besar mcm ni..i believe her words..cume,hehe...will power tu kureng ler..

awk tau sy kn?sy xlemah lembik mcm ni..tp sy perase..bkn ajinomoto,tp touchy feely nye org..lala...mekaseh k awk..muah2!!..sy xjauhkn diri dr awk..dgn yg len2 pn sy jrng msg skrg ni..sy msg en beskut je 24/7..awk jg dri n kje rjn2..pas raye nnt,kalo sy de ongkos..sy n teacher anis dtg lawat awk ,okes?

sy nk tdo..sy xble tdo 1mlm..oyasuminasai~~~

once upon a time

i found this old pic burried deep in my hard drive

ni zmn pki pda..gmbr sgt2 blurry

tp dat time dah rs cnggih sgt2..lol!

en beskut celebrating his 22nd besday

so young..so hensem..

soo super hunk!

pici pn putih giler lg time ni

>_<

yup,sy promo bf sy..wahahaha!!

(sile rs nk muntah bce post ni kay..)

just a reminder to myself..

1)xble bli camera bru setiap thn..xterkejar teknologi!

2) jg en beskut baek2

3) love some1 who love u more den anytin else

en beskut,tq for everything..

xoxo!!

wih!

sy jeles xdpt join hangout dgn kamu2

well,my fault la kn..xcek emel..

nk wat cmne,tenet down

ni pn pki brodben hasil ikhsan encik beskut

xpe..next time la yer..

sbr je la nda..

hati

hati..

dh cukup kan masa yg berlalu?

knp masih berdarah lagi?

sampai bila nk terus begini?

cukuplah

ini bkn kau

kau bkn lemah sebegini

kadang kau luka

tp sembuh sekelip mata

kau nmpk hati dia?

diam menunggu

setia menanti

utk bertaut dgn mu

sebelum kau jatuh

dia dh sedia menangkapmu

tp knp masih kau keraskn diri?

mata mu kau pejamkan

akal mu kau butakan

jgn dicari hati yg kejam

yg bukan berpaksikn tuhan

yg hanya tahu manyakitkn

lupakan..teruskn perjlnn

Allah xjnjikn ianya jln yg mudah

tp yakinlah dgn ganjaran & kuasaNya

keringkan sisa titis air mata

cukuplah

hati...

dh cukupkan masa yg berlalu?