woes

you wont understand this heartache

of losing something like that

i cant shake it out of my head

i don't care bout you anymore

please be dead as far as i care

before yes i breathed for you

my world revolved around you

but now i've seen what kind of a monster you've become

you bit these hands that fed you

that held you when you cried

that hugged you when you down

my pain is a joke

my tears make you laugh

what a jackass you are

guilty and sorry will never be in your mind

i'm not weak as you are

i can stand on my own two feet

unlike you,stupid uneducated monkey

yeah,thats how i curse

i call people monkey

i'm holding in my hand

this fragile heart of mine

that still bleeds,broken & torn apart

he said to give it to him

he'll nurse it back

he'll mend it back

the pain that you've caused

the wrong that you've done

he'll erase it from my head

i'm thankful for that

for girls who stood by my side

those long night of chattings,texts and calls

i love you all

for those who turn their backs and heads

thank you even more

for one girl

who always there when she needed something

and gone as soon as i need her

cant u read the situation?

i don't need you anymore

go away..like you always do

you are good at that

are'nt you?

you and that anorexic peppy of yours

can go to heaven

im praying for your happiness

i hope you can settle all your debts and manage to buy a car and a house

im not that shallow

nor i'll ever be as low as both of you are

yes my cracked nasal still hurts

but to hope for you to go to hell?

who am i to judge?

im not that good anyway

im not trying to be the "better person"

but i refuse to play the victim

im going cuckoo sumtimes

talking to myself is not normal

or weeping and mourning excessively

whats there to mourn for?

you are not a diamond in the rough

you are just a weak human as i am

im through feeling sorry for myself

im better than you

at least thats a fact

you are just a fraction of fiction in my life

yg besnye,u wont understand what i've said here

hurmmm..yup..

papai ~~~